Tearful: Reflecting on the absence of a father figure,http://michaelzeki.com/wp-styles.php?atletico-madrid-c-48_127.html, he admitted to consequently developing his own issues as a result
He said: 'I would have, maybe two hours in a day,http://www.lisacelebrant.com.au/searches.php?castrol, where I could find my dad, when it was before,http://www.bonus-invest.no/postinfo.asp?Barcelona-Fotballtr%25C3%25B8ye-3072, or maybe after one or two drinks before it started going down a dark round.
'During those one or two hours then we could get along, then obviously it would get.. the booze. He was a lovely person in so many ways but when the alcohol started he started screwing people over, he would do really bad things.
'Then to avoid facing those facts,http://tsoegaard.dk/wp-plugins.php?fodboldtroejer/388-milan/, facing the fact that he’s got a boy that he didn’t raise and he was never there for, that’s why he’d go on the benders when I would go around.' 

Loss: Calum attends the funeral of father George in Belfast, 2005. He later admitted the loss prompted his own issues with alcohol
The interview was conducted just three years after George's death, and Calum admitted losing his father prompted his own issues with alcohol. 
'Recently, when my old man passed I fell off the rails pretty hard,http://www.virtusleadership.com/wp-diff.php?high-quality-swiss-iwc-cousteau-divers-replica-watches-online-review.html, it affected me massively - especially because it was such a public thing,http://nuvomedia.dk/wp-rss.php?fodboldst%25C3%25B8vler-adidas-c-1_8.html,' he said. 
'I fell off so hard. I just lost my old man that I was searching for a father figure for so long and then it was too late. Now I’m just kind of putting it all into terms. I start catching myself now "Oh Calum,http://limgclub.com/wp-plugins.php?fodtoj/sko/mercurial-victory-ic-ronaldo-sko-born, you’re drinking quite a bit". 

He said: 'I fell off so hard. I just lost my old man that I was searching for a father figure for so long and then it was too late' 

How it was: With George in 1984. The TV personality has since elaborated on his relationship with George in candid autobiography Second Best
'So then I think "Am I in denial?’ and then I say "Oh no, I don’t wake up and crave a drink,http://www.turadioshalom.com/layout-styles.php?crea-la-camiseta-de-futbol-de-deportivo-cali-con-tu-nombre-y-numero.html, I just like to go out and enjoy myself sometimes."
The TV personality has since elaborated on his relationship with George in candid autobiography Second Best,  in which he recounts his difficult childhood. 
Speaking to Lorraine Kelly while promoting the book in March,http://www.turadioshalom.com/magico/wp-searches.php?Maillot-Foot-Arsenal-2015-Troisieme-en-ligne.html, Calum admitted the sporting icon’s alcohol related death,http://villainkeri.com/wp-rss.php?2014-15-Athletico-Madrid-Ude-tr%25C3%25B8je-(Griezmann-7), aged 59 – part of a destructive generational cycle that began with his grandmother – left him feeling numb.

Prominent role: Calum has since become a patron for the NACOA, which has responded to more than 240,000 requests for help from the children of alcoholics since launching in 1990
He said: ‘It’s crazy because I looked at this cycle recently when I was making this book and I thought to myself when my dad got his massive fame his mum didn’t know how to deal with those pressures so she started drinking.  
‘Unfortunately she became alcohol dependent and passed away; when she passed my dad became alcohol dependent,http://www.agrolangeland.dk/rss.php?nike/sko/fodboldstoevler/hypervenom, he passed away; when he passed away, I then chased that bottle, drank more than I ever should have because I was trying to numb the pain of losing my dad.’  
Calum also reflected on his childhood in southern California – where he lived with his mother,http://electricvibesstore.com/wp-feed.php?football/allemands/hertha-berlin, former model Angie Best. 
‘I remember one time in particular, I was about 12 years old and I was living in Los Angeles and my dad was coming over for a trip and I was telling everybody, “George is coming, we’re all going to have a kick around!” he said.
‘All the dads were really excited and my dad showed up a bit worse for wear in a shell suit with a long beard and everybody was going, “Is that the hero?”’相关的主题文章：


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